People doing "BIG" things..

What wonderful people i‘ve met i‘m amazed with their energy and passion they have, huge willingness to make some changes in this world, to make differences in countries, in personalities. They are so lucky, they have opportunities to change so many lives, to develop personalities, to leave unforgetable experiences for everyone who had this honour to be met.. One good work calls the other.. and I HAVE A DREAM that one day i can be as passionate as them, the ones that make such changes, i hope i will be able to help others and give them an amazing chance to experience the same things that i did, the year that changed me as a person. I started appreciating many more things, i found true friendships and learned so much that you couldn‘t even recall everything. It‘s the best school that i‘ve ever had it‘s a „life“ school that teaches you things that some people might not understand for the whole life they live when you are just sixteen. But life is cruel and sometimes not fair and one more time i could realize that when i found out that one of these amazing people that made this happen and was a big part of my experience is punished with one of the worst deseases ever! You start asking your self but why?and you never can find answers to such questions because probably no one will find explanation for this.. It is how it is, the only thing i can do just say big THANK YOU for these people and wish them luck, strength and all the best i can. YOU really are doing BIG things..

Dear loved ones,



There are some things I want to share with you because I love talking and sharing with people. Sometimes you need to sit down for some time and think..think how happy you are, how many wonderful people and things are around you. World is small, life is short, there´s no time not to use the opportunities that it offers. You have to love and cherish people and things when you have them not when you loose them.. I know it´s hard for everyone to do that but that´s what´s our life for… we are here to learn many things, I try to do that everyday of my life not only by reading university books but most of the things I get from different people. When I think how many different ones I know I cannot imagine them in one place! Some of the most important ones (seriously even though it´s been just a bit than three years that we know each other) are YOU, yes ALL of YOU. I love sharing with you, spending time, doing anything! Really, I guess it doesn´t matter when, where and how what matters is people around you. When I think how much I learnd from each one of you… Jus visi esat tie isskirtiniai zmones kurie mane motyvuoja kasdien kazka veikti kazko siekti.. Net neisivaizduoju koks mano gyvenimas butu buves jei nebuciau sutikus jusu! Tikriausiai waaaay different!;) ir dziaugiuosi kad jis ne toks nes niekada gal buciau nesuzinojus kad yra tooookiu nerealiu zmoniu. Busimu pasaulinio garso fotografu, menininku, sokeju, ekonomistu, mediku, protingiausiu ir sekmingiausiu pasaulio zmoniu! Believe in this because i really believe in you, my dear friends! Niekada net negalvojau kad dalyvaujant panasioj programoj gali gauti tieeeek daug kad net apsakyti negali, tiek daug neikainojamu dalyku!! Ech, gerai jau pradeda asaros kauptis akyse, ir lietis per mano zandus:) bet juk verkti nera del ko, nebent is laimes, kad visu musu gyvenimai tiesiog nuostabus! Admit it!;) del to ir verkiu!;) ivertinkit save!

Hope to keep such relationships the whole life! I´m proud of each one of you and it´s my honour to know you!
So if you need anything just call my name;)
Hope to see you soon! And for now have the best day ever! Stop and think for a sec;) maybe some wonderful things are waiting for you to be recognized…



yours,

smiling redhead;)

"u think dollars, u get dollars..."

today i saw a movie about Ray Charles. those who haven't seen it yet just MUST watch it!it's inspirational, influencial, amazing..it brought me different thoughts to my mind and feelings inside me..i was watchin it in one of my classes and i realized to day how many young people in Lithuania are still not aware of much stuff going on in the world. almost none of them knew the history of African-Americans and that's how all the misunderstandings come from..no one teach us at school about discrimination, racism, diversity and things like that..they are really important but here we sit in our small country and the government thinks that we don't need it because we have no minorities in the country..so those who saw this movie probably remember this place which shows how Ray gets on a bus in like 1948 and sits in the back because the second part of the bus has a card wich says "coloured" and segregates black people from the whites..everytime i see such thing it hurts somewhere inside i don't kno why tho but it does...i've studied African-Americans' history in the US and many things about them but the whole class started laughing!!!when i asked one girl sitting next to me what's so funny?! she replied: "oh did you see there's a table which says "coloured"! it's just so funny!" sorry but i didn't see anything funny in this situation i just thought in my head "if you just knew something more about that period of time.." i guess it's easy for us to speak such things when we've never experienced anything similar...but if you think about people you know of colour (i hope you kno some) and how this historical period touched their families, it aint funny at all...
this was a movie that while watching Ray playing his first notes reminded my first steps in music world, how me being little started to play the piano and how this is still going on..this is a movie with big names such as Earl Hines, Art Tatum, Lionel Hampton and others who were great jazz musicians and that im familiar with from my jazz history classes..this is also a movie that touches not only issues of blacks being discriminated but also of these people being segregated from everyone else..it's just an amazing movie which is based on a true story that teach you a lot and while watchin you start thinking deeper about your life...you just have to see it!

Everytime i go to my lovely hometown(as i call it now) Birstonas it feels really good..parents that i love sooooooo much take care of me as being a little child..im still their little girl..my small room full of pictures and other small things that bring back memories..my piano that ive spent years with...my favourite places to go for a walk or ride a bike and just sit and think..for hours...so many nice views, so many warm feelings and different memories..even though Birstonas is really small im telling you it's special...there's something that attracts people and for everyone it's a different thing..jazz meka of Lithuania with incredible concerts and jazz experience that you cannot get anywhere else..you just gotta feel it..im proud to say that i live in this royal resort Birstonas and you just have to get to know more about it and to understand that this place is special..so if you ever need me to show you around, holla;)

time to go..